OOOOOOOOOOmg

I feel disorders coming in.

Everytime i buy something i must hide it/cut away the price tag/hid the receipt for fear my mother finds out. I have to shrug her off whenever she asks about the price. Thus i have been paying for almost everything i buy except when she's with me. That includes the new stuff i bought since 2009 i think i have spent alot. Apparently she's not willing to pay for the ----, thanks alot i have to fork out myself it isn't a small sum.

I feel sick whenever i see food now pretty much cos whenever i get too full i feel like puking oh and i blew almost 100 on dental fees:scaling/polishing/filling. My teeth feels extremely clean shiny bright now i think it's the mentality but i cannot bear to eat to dirty it plus i'm afraid my filling will drop out i want to brush my teeth after every meal i eat. Nuts about hygiene..

.................so screwed

note to self: pay off debts of near 100 bucks>>tuitionfees/classtee/fbt/txtbooks